i hate feeling used
i hate being underminded
i hate those even dumber, more immature and ignorant than me...
i wish i was one of those 'young folks' who was "wise beyond their years"
the only time i have been close to getting that type of amazing compliment was by "mrsocialstudies" who told me that i was "probably one of the most mature, and surprisingly witty students" he has ever had. while i <3 his big round bald head, he was smart sure, but not always quite on top of things going on around him.
i wish i could write like i had seen the world, or have lived through decades, or even just post about politics or religon- and not about my frivolous doings, which are, indeed, stuipd. i realize that i can be vapid and selfconcerning- but i figure, HELL, in probably 10 years im gonna be married and poppin out jofis jr. ( much to my mothers dismay) so what? i might as well as get all the lovin (towards yours truly) out while i still have the time ( and the stamina).